10/21/08

I just got back from a whiskey rampage at a local pub. Nothing but Hip-Hop music was playing. I fucking hate all Hip-Hop music nowadays. My friend Elvis was there at least giving me some comic relief between songs while i drink. 

I feel nothing.

I don't care, i don't have the fire, the ambition to to go on anymore with the outside world.

I want to be left alone. 

I just want to build a fire in my backyard and fall asleep.